I could hardly sleep before going in but functioning on a just a few hours sleep is not new to me. They did a calibration and my doctor assured me that she would do everything she could do not make my dysphoric mania worse that has been manifesting as a suicidal mixed episode. I was …
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Mixed States
So on my second day after Ketamine I experienced a dreaded mixed episode. I was crawling out of my skin and unable to interact with anyone or function. There is nothing like this feeling of absolute anguish. It is at these times that I want the pain and suffering to stop so badly that I …
None of the Fun 