So on my second day after Ketamine I experienced a dreaded mixed episode. I was crawling out of my skin and unable to interact with anyone or function. There is nothing like this feeling of absolute anguish. It is at these times that I want the pain and suffering to stop so badly that I …
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Two Days Post Ketamine
So far it has been a miracle as I am no longer suicidal. What an incredible relief. Perhaps one you cannot even imagine without spending months with your brain gnawing on itself and leaving you no other foreseeable escape than suicide. Still, I am cautious as it seems like my response is common and that …
Ketamine and Me
It has been eight months of absolute torture that has included what they like to call “mixed states”. This is when the mind is screeching and grinding like metal on metal and suicide usually seems like the best option but you can’t even get your shit together to follow through on it. There may be …
None of the Fun 