Due to a horribly suicidal mixed episode after my first TMS session, my doctor decreased my sessions from 21 minutes to seven minutes. They do three minutes on the right side of my brain and four on the other.
I’m taking 150 mg of Lithium, 1 mg Klonopin and 25 mg Seroquel every night to prevent further mixed states and am so glad that my doctor seems to have an understanding of using TMS for bipolar.
I have had several euthymic hours every day that are a fucking blessing considering what my life has been like for the last eight months. Just to go a couple of days without suicidal ideation has been refreshing and is giving me hope.
My brain does feel a bit strange and even like it is vibrating at times. It’s tolerable but distracting.
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